Dissapointed Today

[susanep]

We have been waiting and waiting on hearing about my school pension money. We have also applied for the regular state social security disability, but this is the small monthly payment from where I worked as a teacher for 15 years.

I applied under the regular disability option, because it would have given us an extra 100 dollars per month. (600 instead of 500) Well they denied me on the reason that they think I could do sedentary work.

We could appeal that, but we can't afford to. We had to borrow money fast the other day to make a house payment that was behind a few months. So, we are going to just tell them we need to drop that an get the regular retirement pension of 500 dollars per month. That will make our house payment, but not sure what else.

I have been scheduled for medical appointments by the regular social security disability people of the state of Tennessee.

We are both a bit depressed today. I  still will thank God for all he has brought us through. We have been getting a food card, and help with our electric bill, and have applied for medical cards to help.

Please keep us in your prayers. It is tough right now, but I have my faith. I feed my 4 dogs. If I eat, they eat.

God Bless all of you.

susanep

[Shani]

I'm sorry to hear about all this and things not really going as you've wanted/planned to.
I will keep you and your family in my prayers and hope everything will get better.

Have faith and be strong.
Many hugs and love!

[irish]

Susan, You have every reason to be discouraged. However, knowing you and your hubby you will rise to the occasion and make it through these tough times. I am so glad that you are getting the help that you are. I really get sick of money being such a worry for the world. Basically, we don't need all that much or stuff that fancy. Food, shelter and the love of family and friends. Then with us sjoggies there is the need for medical attention. Glad to hear that the SS people are doing some appts for you. Let them know how bad it is.

Tell them about the walking, the infections, blood sugars, fatigue. All the stuff that plagues you. I will pray that they can get this resolved in your favor. Hopefully, you will get more income and even some help from the state. If you could ever feel well enough you might be able to consider doing some tutoring down the road. Have to really set limits though so that you don't get yourself run down. Rest now and sleep when you can. Irish

[susanep]

Thanks every one. Irish, I agree about the world having to worry so much about money. It shouldn't be that way. I don't care about frills anymore.

susanep 

[Carolina]

It is a luxury not to worry about money.   Most of us are one major disaster away from major money worries, trust me.

I was in my 40's before I really grasped the concept of having enough money so that it really couldn't 'go away'.......sort of the Scrooge McDuck kind of money.   

Of course, I never cared about money and we couldn't dream of that kind of money.\

But at last I understand the sort of security, the luxury, of having that kind of money and therefore no money worries.

Now that I'm over 65 it's nice at least to know that I can't really lose my medical care!!!!

Or my social security.

Notwithstanding the people who want to take away both, I don't think that will happen in my lifetime.

I hope things improve for you Susan.   

Keep us posted.

Kisses

Elaine

[Sha]

Susan~

Let out a really good SCREAM! Now do it AGAIN!!!! Keep going until you're able to LAUGH about it!  

Some things we just can't change but we get through them some how!

I will be thinking about you and wishing for a good outcome for you and yours!

Sha

[susanep]

Thanks again everyone. Yes I will scream until I laugh.

I just finished watching a movie with my husband based on a true story about the homeless. Very good movie. At the end the main character said, " the next time you see a homeless person, take the time to stop and ask how they are doing, if you can buy them something to drink eat or both, because really you are looking at yourself in the mirror".

susanep

[Meld256]

Susanep,

I can really relate to your situation and sorry to hear what happened. I had almost the SAME happen to me this year, and it can be so discouraging.
I left work in Feb. and applied for my STD right away, and was approved UNTIL the end of March when my doc wrote that I had slightly improved. (great) At that point my employer sponsored short-term disability was denied. They said I could also still perform the duties of my "sedentary job". I was very ill at the time and we have struggled financially, too. We also couldn't afford a civil suit, which was my only option. Food stamps and help from a family member. My first SSDI check should be here Fri. so thank the Lord!

But, sorry about the rant about myself! I'm glad to hear SS has medical appts. scheduled for you. Yes, tell them ALL; every complaint, ache, problem. My case turned in a positive light quickly after that part.

I will keep you in my prayers. This process can be frustrating and loaded with anxiety. I'm glad to hear you have some help financially right now. I know; it's difficult but think things will improve for you. Remember, we care and are here for ya! 
Blessings sent your way,

Melinda

[susanep]

Melinda thank you so much.

God Bless You
susanep

[marilyn143]

Hope and pray you will get some help soon

[shevonne]

My prayers are with you!

[Meld256]

You are very welcome.    My continued prayers are coming your way. Remember to keep fighting for what you deserve.
It will get better!
Blessings,
Melinda

[navydad]

Get on the net and look for stuff you might be able to get,, even if its food stamps,, its there for people like you,, people who have through no fault of there own fell on hard times,, When I more or less quit my job,, I applied for unemployment,, my employer didnt contest it and I was able to get it till SSDI came through,,
  Its a shame that people like us have enough to worry about and then get hit with financial stuff,, I have a brother and sister who could care less if they have money,, they just dont care,, and it shows,, she has to hide when rent a center comes knocking,, my brother has no gas or water at his house and they have a baby living there with 3 pit bulls, they get there share of the public dole,, I swear i;m the only one that trys to stay 3 months ahead on the mortgage,, (just in case),, I am not much of a optimist,, but I think for you,, things will get better,, now,, with the holidays coming up,, its going to get a lot more stressfull,, commercials,, commercials,, commercials,, spend spend spend,, dont fal for the trap,, put the tree up,, light some candles,, and just enjoy the holiday,, I gave up long ago trying to find that perfect gift for everyone and paying for it the rest of the year,, all my family wants anyway is for me to get just a little bit better,, we dont hold out hope for a full recovery,, just enough t make life tolerable,,

[susanep]

YES I have a pretty small tree  up and lit. I am enjoying the holidays. I am crafting some things for the family also. Happy Holidays Everyone.

susanep

[gphx]

Often psychiatrists can quantify and document such conditions as cognitive fog, fatigue, memory issues, and depression. Some people are on disability entirely based upon disabling depression. For myself fatigue alone makes it difficult to focus for more than a few hours without going to bed. Having someone document this could help prove your case.