Why is it....

[arina83]

That things become a huge mess when I am to sick to do anything but rest? Have cardboard piled up in the entry way. A huge, and expanding, pile of dishes in the sink. Dishwasher hasn't been emptied. Drain board piled up with dishes.

Have no idea what my sister was doing today, since things are such a mess. I know my dad was busy, but why couldn't she have done something other than sitting on her butt playing games?

And I can't get the air conditioner hook up out of my bedroom window, and it's going to be in the teens tonight.

And I also cannot even clean things up myself, since my lungs hurt and I can't breathe.  Very angry, but I can't get too worked up because then I can't breathe. And I can't deal with cleaning up either.

[arina83]

Thanks confused, makes me feel a little better.

Was planning on calling doctors today....but the phones are dead. Can't get cell signal enough to call. And I'm alone today, so one here to help me. Contemplating getting in the car and driving to the doctor I was going to call, but I don't know if I have the energy.