My neuro problems just seem to worsen by the day, I can almost cry when I think about al that has happened,, not only have I gotten extremely sun sensitive,, but now I fall asleep at teh drop of a hat,, I jsut cant keep my eyes open,, I slumped out of a chair on sunday,, my stomach also has slowed down to almost nothing moving,, I told those doctors about that so many times,, now it seems all i have to do is walk in front of a fan blowing or in front of the Heating/A/C vent and the air blowing on me sends my body into spasms,, my legs hurt all the time, my stomach is a mess,, my arms burn constantly,, I dont kow if its possible,, but can swollen lymph nofdes inder the arm cause numb arms and tingling, I;m barely sweating except under the arms,,
No energy at all, After I got home from work,, I choked down a hamburger, had a late notice from the mortgage compny,, stared at it for a half hour and it made no sense to me,, I just could not wrap my mind aruund it,,
Tomorrow i;m supposed to have the sural nerve biopsy,, and thursday the Qsart test,, I have no idea how i;m going to get through al this,, I just cant do this much longer,, I call doctor after doctor, tel the receptionist that i;m getting sicker and they all say, I;ll leave the doctor a note,,
I;m just so frustrated,, I;m tired, have no fight left,, and dontkow whats wrong with me,, I;m still battling infections in my sinuses,, my right eye is so blurrrd, I;m jsut tired of running fromdoctor to doctor,, I almost am to the point that I cant drive anymore, I cant feel the pedals, cant judge distances, its just a overall mess,, told my wife this moring,, i dont want to die like this,, she is at a loss as to what to do,,
