Thank you Sue.

On thursday i will have to go to the hospital again and have another canula.
But hopefully this vein will work this time and it not leave a nasty red bruise like all of my other ones.
I will not be able to eat till 3:oo but i am only allowed little sips of water, not FOOD!!!
But that is because i have to have a muscle biopsy and a portacath.
A portacath is instead of having to keep having canulars all the time.
They know where it is once it is in.
All they will have to do is feel for it, then stick a needle in and do my drip.
But i am only having my 2 operations on thursday.
I have to stop overnight, then have an injection and do my drip on friday.
It is going to hurt i know it is, but ive just got to put up with the pain and not give up.
But sometimes i feel like giving up but i know, i have to carry on.
I have been in pain and had this since i was eighteen months old, and now it has got worse.
How can i keep putting up with it though, because i know it hurts mum and dad inside too?
They have to keep being strong but they cant no more, they just break down then it sets me off crying!!

Has anyone else had to have a portacath?
love elise
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