Irish... you are so spot on. It is weird how similar many of the A/I disorders are. They all seem to have something in common with one another and... if you have one, you are going to, at least, present with some symptoms of another. None if it fits into a neat "box". An old friend of my wife and I, Dr. Beth, a Derm, was checking in on me and told me that the more vague the diagnosis, the better. That puzzled me. She said that when it all fits neatly into an easy to define box, the diagnosis is more severe. Now, I think, in a way, she might have been right and she also might have been trying to make me feel better. The fact is that my current level of research shows so much overlap that it is almost ludicrous to give them so many different names. It's all "subtleties". My eyes are dry as all "F" now. Then again... it's winter and the heat is on!!! Go figure?!
I'm going to wait for all of the multitude of tests to come in. I am also going to take advantage of a recommendation (if I can find the email) from one of the Rheums I have worked with in the past. She pointed me towards a Rheum who is running a Sjogren's clinic at UC Berkeley. It seems that Sjogren's is her "passion". If this starts to point more towards Sjogren's then I am switching my care to them.
Biologics are out for me. Well, if it is Rituxumab then I can do it but any of the TNFa's have to great a risk for Lymphoma and considering my family history... I'm not taking that chance. It's a shame the new IL-17a's and IL-23's are narrowly focused treatments. They are safe as houses and would effectively "damp down" my immune system. If this were PSA, I would be gold!!!!
Oh... start my own business?!?!, Irish, Irish, Irish... I've done that three times in my life. It is the MOST stressful thing in the world. OMG!!!! I'm giggling thinking of the last three times. I've put a plan in place. Yesterday was a bad "work" day. While they may not be able to get rid of me outright, I have a huge target on my back and the writing is on the wall. I'm for sure on the future "RIF" list. My wife is a savvy business person. We worked out a strategy and a timeline moving forward. With a two year window, which brings me to 60 y/o (26 months to be exact), I can set my mind at ease. Now it becomes a game... How long can I hold out if they are trying to make my life a misery and "manage me out" till the inevitable RIF and I wind up with a fat severance. They have been such pricks lately that it is now my mission in life to let their crap roll off me and make them frustrated as heck in trying to get rid of me. With the mind set of "I don't give a sh*t", I can bet you that my performance will shoot through the roof and it will make it even harder for them.
In the end, my body will dictate how long I can work. Right now... I think I can continue for the foreseeable future. Small chunks... Like, "Make it to January" then "make it my 401K dump in March" then "make it to the next March" etc... I can live with that and have a lot less stress.
I just hope my body cooperates.