Thanks again, Anita, QD, Helene and all who have comments and ideas for me.
Helen, I already take Duloxetine and it is my salvation.
But I started the Neurontin yesterday, and my sleep efficiency went from 93% to 98%. (I have a Fitbit bracelet) I woke up without that total body myalgia that plagues me.
Anita, my POTS isn't anywhere as severe as yours. thanks for telling me about what is available. Between my knee pain, my PN, and the low level POTS, standing up and getting going is always a challenge, that's for sure!
I know and you know, Anita, that what I'm experiencing is exactly the sort of damage to my nerves that those with Sjogren's experience, but not from autoantibody attacks, but rather cytokines produced by my immune system. The results are the same, the causes are different.
And that's one reason I was never eager to try immune suppressants. Partly because my symptoms weren't 'that bad', but mostly because autoantibodies do NOT show up in my testing. So whatever was happening, I could treat the symptoms (dryness, for example) but not the mechanisms causing the symptoms, since I didn't have autoantibodies to suppress!
I never thought that a lip biopsy would show Sjogren's. I guess it might show problems, I know it would. But not caused by autoantibodies.
I'm still baffled and amazed that some of us actually take but immune suppressants and add antibodies to our immune system with IVIG. But of course at least 25% of those with CVID actually also do have autoantibodies....and some of us don't.
We are so difficult for doctors to deal with, and that's the truth. Which is why we MUST educate ourselves, so that we can understand what doctors are facing, evaluate whether or not the doctor understands us, change doctors if necessary, but primarily so we are presenting as sane, informed, and conscientious patients. Not as overwhelmed women with emotional issues and unrealistic demands. (which of course we ARE, often, who wouldn't be?, but we have to play the proper role in the doctors offices).
And so it goes. I'm loving the Neurontin so far (I've taken anti convulsants that had the possibility of causing my skin to fall off, and so this is a walk in the park! I've also taken 1600 mg of Depakote, couldn't get out of bed and my hair started falling out. Again the Neurontin just helped me sleep better.)
Hugs, Elaine