Winnie I am so sorry to read about you having to put your lab down.
Not to sound trite....you will "get over" this a little bit at a time, day by day.
We put our little guy "Alvin" down Jan 12, 2007 and I still think of him and speak his name
at least 1 or 2 times a week. He was nearly 16...nice ripe age but never the less I was
distraught over it. When I think of him...it is not sad. It is usually something we remember
that he did that was cute, smart or funny.
We too buried him out back and I look at his stone with his name on it and I smile.
I take my "new" little dog Rodney with me and visit.
You'll smile when you think of him someday, the sadness will with ease in time.
take care.
eye2dry